Patrick's MindSay Blog http://xpjdn.mindsay.com Patrick - MindSay Blog http://xpjdn.mindsay.com/so_the_ex_is_online_for_the_first_time_in_months.mws xpjdn 2006-03-01T05:03:41-05:00 <![CDATA[so... the ex is online for the first time in months`]]> http://xpjdn.mindsay.com/so_the_ex_is_online_for_the_first_time_in_months.mws the ex is online for the first time consistently since we stopped talking.
what the fuck do I do?
three days in a row
all day

i'm having dreams.
what do I do?

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xpjdn/quitting_for_me.mws http://xpjdn.mindsay.com/shiraz.mws xpjdn 2006-01-31T12:01:18-05:00 <![CDATA[shiraz]]> http://xpjdn.mindsay.com/shiraz.mws a deeper, drier wine.  typically red, though may be a rose or in the very rare case a blonde.

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xpjdn/set_a_peanut_on_fire.mws http://xpjdn.mindsay.com/karamac.mws xpjdn 2005-09-11T11:09:22-05:00 <![CDATA[Karamac]]> http://xpjdn.mindsay.com/karamac.mws i just wanted to have an entry on kara's vip board....
ain't i special
muah

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xpjdn/karamac.mws http://xpjdn.mindsay.com/the_faded_lights.mws xpjdn 2005-08-01T04:08:09-05:00 <![CDATA[the faded lights]]> http://xpjdn.mindsay.com/the_faded_lights.mws The faded lights of the 1.50 dance scene,
conceal the cracks and fisures in your once untouched,
unmarred face. as years stream
the makeup screams
and the red lights gleam
on that little...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xpjdn/the_faded_lights.mws http://xpjdn.mindsay.com/does_this_dress_make_me_look_fat.mws xpjdn 2005-07-23T11:07:14-05:00 <![CDATA[does this dress make me look fat]]> http://xpjdn.mindsay.com/does_this_dress_make_me_look_fat.mws You guessed it gentlemen... she's LOOKING for a reason to not be blamed later when the evening sucks. That's right, "does this dress make me look fat" is the copout of the evening. Since everyone knows ther

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xpjdn/does_this_dress_make_me_look_fat.mws http://xpjdn.mindsay.com/size_matters_penis_sex_size_13.mws xpjdn 2005-07-21T01:07:10-05:00 <![CDATA[size matters, penis, sex, size, 13]]> http://xpjdn.mindsay.com/size_matters_penis_sex_size_13.mws This post is meant for all of you women out there:

The infamous question: does size matter?

"it's not the size of the wave, it's the motion of the ocean"

Let me tell you about...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xpjdn/size_matters_penis_sex_size_13.mws http://xpjdn.mindsay.com/surgical_steel.mws xpjdn 2005-07-17T03:07:42-05:00 <![CDATA[Surgical Steel]]> http://xpjdn.mindsay.com/surgical_steel.mws I am currently wearing a ring made of surgical steel.  I will never have to wash it.  I will never have to polish it.  I can leave it on my hand at all times.  It does not rust.  It does not corrode.  It is light,...

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